Cut it Off.....(can be triggering, but has a good ending)
Cut it off.
Cut off my fat.
Cut off my love handles.
Cut off my thighs.
Cut off my butt.
Cut off my stomach.
Let bones show through.
I'll never be good enough anyway.
Cut off my hair.
Cut off my bangs.
Cut off my brittle nails.
Cut off my life.
Let them see that I'm dying.
I'll never understand them anyway.
Leave me be.
Leave me in my misery.
Leave me with my puke.
Leave me with the empty cartons.
Leave me to die along.
Let the world know who I am.
Let them see this is a disease.
I know I'll never be perfect,
and so leave it all on.
Leave on all the fat.
Leave on my hair.
Leave on my life.
Take the puke away,
Take away the voices.
Take away the depression.
Take away the disease.
Leave only me.
Leave me to shine.
Leave me to the world.
Cut off the devil inside.
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Heyy wow this is really good it is exactly like my feelings sometimes i wish i could just cut off my belly and thighs lol. Good choice of words I loved it :)
Live, love, laugh :)♥
Very good- I like the ending!
thank you
very good poem :) good luck with your recovery
brilliant....i loved it