the fridge has eyes
Today the cereal was staring at me from the pantry.Raisin bran, honey bunches of oats, and the most tantalizing of all...granola!!! "just one tiny little bowl" it begged.
NO NO NO!!! Go away granola!!!
Every time i eat you promise to make me feel fuller and happier, only to reaapear ten minutes later in the toilet bowl...laughing at my swollen face. Mocking me for falling in your trap...But your not going in, and your not coming back out. Your measily dry oats will not trip up my recovery!!!! HAHAHA victory.............
(wow sorry for the random blog if anyone is reading this)
Teeeheee :D
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oh don't even worry about it, granola has the SAME effect on me! i try think of it as a healthy option, but it's gotten to the point where i just don't even have it in the house any more..... my solution lately, which has become my breakfast routine also is yoghurt, frozen blueberries, banana and a sprinkling of granola on top... that usually keeps me satisfied well until lunch time :)
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I hate granola! I mean it's a love/hate relationship.. Because I love it so much it leads me to the same thing over and over again, and it's so not worth it!
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ahhh me too. the problem is that cereal is imported to China and it's huuuuuuuuugely expensive. Doesn't stop me though. So that's like £5-7 a box (please don't hate me... I hate myself enough for all of us), which ends up either half eaten, or down the "porcelain altar". Even oats, my former life-saver, are off my list at the moment. I can't even buy fruit in bulk, or tofu, so I make daily trips to the supermarket. Urgh. It's so embarrassing asking for 10 pieces of plain tofu (it comes in squares, and I randomly decided that 10 was ok) every day, because I'm a westerner and therefore very very obvious. It's gotten to the point where the boy on the tofu counter saves it for me, and gives me free pieces, which is sweet, but he must think I'm stupid. Plus, even those 2 extra pieces make me soooo anxious, cos I'm not in control of how much food I have in the apartment. The girls on the tofu counter make me nervous too, cos though I'm sure they too mean well, they always smile and call to him when they see me coming, which makes my tofu trip very very conspicuous. urgh. sorry, boring.
I love little creative piece and that really made my day! I say the same thing to ramen noodles in my pantry. This is because they are so cheap and nobody misses them! lol
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