I feel almost left behind
I've just been looking up old friends from this website to see how they are, because there are quite a few people who I haven't heard from in ages and ages... it's strange. It's good that there is continuously new people finding this site. But i hope that those who no longer come on here regularly don't because things are better for them.
But at the same time, I feel a bit sad, because I'm still struggling so much with this goddam disorder.
So i'm going to focus on the positives. I have had 20 bad days this year. Out of 79 days. Which is okay. especially considering that I had 10 bad days in a row this March. Last year it was 2 good days, a bad day, a good day, three bad days, a good day, four bad days.... i couldn't keep up the good work. whereas i'm going much longer periods of good eating this year. i'm going to just accept my low cal hot chocolate addiction for the time being.
- Miss H's blog
- Login or register to post comments
3 comments
Sign Up For Early Notice For Your Bulimia Recovery Ebook…
To get onto my early notification list to my bulimia recovery ebook, simply enter your first name and email address in the spaces provided below:
Richy's Recovery Tips
We all want to be loved, we all suffer from self doubt and we all think we are not good enough, this is called being human.
Community Tweets
 |
Slten2 Time to try and sleep! Night all and have a great day to everyone in a different time zone!! 7 min ago |
|
|
Slten2 » Tiddles665 Yup you know what you should do! Just have a light lunch if really not hungry. 17 min ago |
 |
Tiddles665 » Slten2 Only problem is, I don't feel hungry :/ but I know i should get something, Urgh 20 min ago |
|
|
Slten2 » Tiddles665 Yes you should definatley have lunch! You need to fuel that body. X 22 min ago |
|
|
Tiddles665 Should I get lunch or not =/ Umm i hate this part 24 min ago |
 |
Has. Hope. » freemotion Hey Susan (= I'm 16 and live in north Carolina, woot! Haha things are getting better everyday. I've been having a lot of "off" days lately but I'm really really trying to recover. How are things going for you? Are you new to the site? 34 min ago |
Group chat
- Music you like
- First attempt to recovery and im scared... :/
- SPENDING ALL YOUR MONEY ON FOOD?
- Bulimic getting her first personal bathroom. Potential problem?
- Medication for my ed and depression?
- Ontario, Canada?????
- ANYONE HERE GET AN ADRENALINE RUSH FROM B/P?
- Gynecological exam? First time! Help?
- After the binge: what can you do to recover your body?
- binge dream
The information provided in this website is for information purposes only. The information on this website is NOT a substitute for proper diagnosis, treatment or the provision of advice by an appropriate health professional. Please refer to the full disclaimer and copyright. If you do think you might suffer from an eating disorder, it is important that you talk to your General Practitioner, as there are many physical complications that can arise from being at an unhealthily low weight or from losing weight very quickly, or from purging. We advise you to seek professional help with working on an eating disorder.
Copyright © BulimiaHelp.org. 2008. All rights reserved. Rockingham Web Design
I miss a lot of the old people, I miss the old site a lot too, I never really got used to the changes, I don't know, the old site felt easier to use, and easier to keep in contact with everyone and everything. I miss every single post getting 20+ comments, I wonder what happened, but then I think I stopped commenting too.
But I know we've been in this for a while, Ive just had a pretty terrible relapse myself, things are hard, and I dont seem to come here as often as I would like but I just want to let you know that you are not left behind or forgotten x x
"..I know you don’t feel pretty, even though you are. But it wasn’t your beauty that found room in my heart.."
"..Take some time and learn to breathe, and remember what it means to feel alive and to believe something more than what you see.."
jeez me too guys! i miss my old friends on here. . . it felt like one big family. And now there is a lot of spam and TONS of new people. . . You are not forgotton Miss H!
It was like a big family, I can't stand the spam etc, a moderator would go a long way in this place now I think. It's great that new people can continually find and join the community, but at the same time I wonder if they are all getting the support and closeness we seemed to get in the past?x x
"..I know you don’t feel pretty, even though you are. But it wasn’t your beauty that found room in my heart.."
"..Take some time and learn to breathe, and remember what it means to feel alive and to believe something more than what you see.."