Bulimia Help

heya,

just read over your blog - it's great that you're writing it =)

I know the first few comments in this post are kind of depressing. It is great though that you're not purging so much. it does not matter at all if that's because you're not binging. Hell, it's absolutely fabulous that you're not freaking binging.

Good on you for finding that good point in your life - it can be easier to concentrate on the negatives. Not binging/purging so much will help with your mood. Physiologically it's bound to. I'd really suggest trying to find a shrink though. Shop around too - if the first one (or two) suck then look for another that matches you more. Money IS an issue, so investigate what is provided/subsidised by your school or state or government. You are worth the effort.

On the boy thing; yeh. It's nice to have someone to hug.but they can be pains. teddy bears are good too!

as you purge less and less, you'll find things will start to improve. i really hope. you'll have better concentration, so do better at school, it will become easier to motivate yourself. then naturally you'll start looking after yourself a bit more, and hopefully, fingers crossed like yourself a bit more, in which case you'll be more likely to find a boy...
not purging i think is the first step you need to make to stop that downward vicious cycle that just ends in depression and despair. so you should be proud. and try to keep on track. it will be worth it in the end. try to see just how much success you have made so far...

so feeling your comments there, as if having a boy would solve all my problems....

hmm....maybe it might, haha!

anyway, I dont have much helpful words of advice, except to tell you, you're not the only one feeling like this. so hang in there baby! I'm desperately trying to pull myself outta this rut, cmon and do it with me :)