Today has been a very not good recovery day. So far. Recovery doesn't have to wait til tomorrow, right? I can not b/p anymore today, life starts now. I purge cause I'm depressed and want to get things out of me, for control. But it feeds its self, making me depressed further, taking real control from me and replacing it with a facade.
Gotta get a councilor, have someone working with me to stop needing to punish myself. I don't want to just replace this with another compulsion again, this one just sits dormant, waiting patiently to resurface.
Not gonna pressure myself to end this on some positive note 'cause that's what I think I should do. Just gonna let this be what it is, in all it's roundness.
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Slten2 Time to try and sleep! Night all and have a great day to everyone in a different time zone!! 6 min ago |
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Slten2 » Tiddles665 Yup you know what you should do! Just have a light lunch if really not hungry. 16 min ago |
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Tiddles665 » Slten2 Only problem is, I don't feel hungry :/ but I know i should get something, Urgh 19 min ago |
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Slten2 » Tiddles665 Yes you should definatley have lunch! You need to fuel that body. X 21 min ago |
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Tiddles665 Should I get lunch or not =/ Umm i hate this part 23 min ago |
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Has. Hope. » freemotion Hey Susan (= I'm 16 and live in north Carolina, woot! Haha things are getting better everyday. I've been having a lot of "off" days lately but I'm really really trying to recover. How are things going for you? Are you new to the site? 33 min ago |
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