Okay, here goes....again

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So, I am ready to buckle down and do this. I have GOT to recover now. It's gotten out of hand, I am ready to take care of myself and live. I spent the majority of my 20s with my head in a toilet. Now, I am 31. I cannot spend another decade doing this to myself. I don't know how to do it, but I've got to. I just got married, I don't want it to end. My teeth are chipping, I don't want them to rot out. I do not want to die an ugly, horrid death where my husband finds me in a pool of vomit and blood or of a heart attack. This has got to stop. Now.

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erinkraig
7 months, 2 b/p, and I can honestly say it does get easier, and better, and the cravings to b/p do decrease. Be strong and determined! "We are not always in control of our feelings, but we do control our actions"
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Determination is the key to

Determination is the key to success. Success takes sacrifice, but in this case all you're sacrificing is something that was bad for you.

You can do this!!

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You can do this!!! I'm here

You can do this!!! I'm here if you ever need to ask me anything or support. :)

It does take time, determination and a different train of thoughts that you need to train yourself.

I recomment book "Life without Ed" and "Bulimia: A Guide to Recovery"

Good luck! YOU CAN do this!!! <3

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donutseeds
gone 3 days, but I really really want to b/p. Do I not want to get well? So frustrated.
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Thanks you guys! It helps to

Thanks you guys! It helps to have people there that understand!:) Bless you

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