Bulimia Help

hya hun how are you? are you still in the hospital or you out, if so how did it go hope its been ok :) x

hey! i will be thinking of you and praying as you begin college on monday. i totally know the feeling of panic as university starts-i felt the same thing this year! (my classes started this week). do you have any other options as far as like taking a semester off so that you can regroup and rest and be more ready to start in the spring?

Im gonna work till at 12 and then I dont know what I shall do.. What about u hun?

oh my godd...im panicking people..majorly..i start college on monday and i reallyy dont deal well with change...at all..bad couple of days...very bad in fact and i cant do this...i cannot physically do this!!!....no part of me believes i can do this...because i cant...this is all too much...don't want anything anymore :'( im soooooooooo scared :'( :( :(

you are good enough hunn, your a great person, i hope u feel better in your self soon, im here if u need 2 talk :) xxxx

They dont really tell me that but I feel like I have to.. like Im not good enough and Im not strong enough if I dont help them or do things..
And that is stressing me alot.. Also I have to move much.. it´s my ED that is telling me that.. If I dont move I feel like Iam fat etc. so I have to "burn calories" and I cant study while Iam moving so it´s very difficult :(

awww why do people tell you that u have 2? x

Yeah I like to be on my own than with others but the problem is that I cant and that makes me more down .. I have always to do many things and I cant say that I cant do those things :/

yeh i understand that shes upset, an screamin at my sis never works she just shouts even louder, wen she does though i just seem to go in my room an shut da door an feel really down, i seem 2 spend alot of my time in my room lately i rather be on my own than wif people x

its ok hun she always like da, ive spoke 2 my mum bout it as she knows about my e,d an she just says ignore her, wen i find it hard 2 wen im feelin like this, my mum knows i selfharm sum times an has told me not 2, but ive sed its just the way im feeling at the min i sed im gettin tha bad im scared of wa i might do which i did upset her bad 4 sayin tha :( x

i have just been feeling very depressed an crying all the time e,d messes wif my emotions an i dont want it 2 be apart of my life anymore, also my sis has been goin on ab out my weight etc but she dont know about my e,d, i try an tell her that she mkes me feel bad about my body image etc but she jst laughs an carry on wif it, she has been getin me down dat much lately i have been self harming again :'(... im also upset because i gone 14 days wif out b/p until 2 night i let my self an every1 down :( xx

im sorry 2 here your feeling like this, i was like that when i was in college but i found it hard 2, 2 concentrate an do my work what needed doing, i hope ur doctor will be supportive an get you the help u need hun :) xxx

why whats wrong ? i havent been 2 gd x

your welcome :), so hows things been with you have u been doin well? x

thanx sweety :) Yeah Im glad I made that step too :)

can you maybe just tell her the comments are making you feel bad about youself??x

isn't going to be on here much for a while. I hope everyone keeps strong and my love to all of you! xx