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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 yikes 27 min ago |
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trixie_25 » shnan856 it IS a good quote :) i'm doing okay... i keep repeating the same pattern tho where i'll be fine all day, then in the afternoon/evening the thoughts of b/p start creeping into my head and more often than not i eventually give in :( 34 min ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 No, like try to kill himself, he thoguht I was his forever.. 36 min ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 Do something like come and see you? 40 min ago |
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chem_nerd b/p'd all day. Have a pain in my chest. think i pulled a muscle purging. also splitting headache. also shat in my pants while purging. WTF have i done to my body? i am falling apart, and scared i won't wake up in the morning. can't take this anymore. 41 min ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 Yeah, but it wasn't so much the bulimia, but i couldn't take him anymore, i told him there might be a chance if we ever met, but not right now...I'm just afraid he is going to do something now... 47 min ago |
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bluestickienotes99 is still out of her normally depressed mood, but continues to screw up. 51 min ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 Ugh. Long distance relationships would be hard to make work. It really sucks not being able make people understand bulimia. 53 min ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 as much as I want to say no it wasn't for the best, I'd be lying... He started to blame too much on me, and I was hurting him by being sick he was saying, Just stop, its not that hard to just eat! you aren't fat, you are gorgeous, now eat! and he was long distance, and I can't do the distance anymore.. 1 hour ago |
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Torigirl41 » Addicted2yogurt Please eat, not eating isn't good, thats what I do ): 1 hour ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 Do you think you made the right decision? Was it for the best? 1 hour ago |
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Torigirl41 » Addicted2yogurt V! how are you? You don't go onto gmail anymore ): I miss you :) Hope to talk soon, miss you, Te echo de menos! Además, me acaba de romper con mi novio, así que quería hablar con usted, hablar con usted más tarde! Te quiero! nos vemos (: 1 hour ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 thanks, I just wish I didn't feel so shitty about breaking up with him :'( 1 hour ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 *hugs* 1 hour ago |
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la volonte » nyg87 : / Hang in there. Tomorrow will be a better day! 1 hour ago |
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la volonte » sfp123 That's great! 1 hour ago |
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Torigirl41 So, I just broke up with the boyfriend, and I'm crushed.... *cries* 2 hours ago |
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nyg87 throat is sore and I'm completely exhausted! 2 hours ago |
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tkhelpmeXo » nyg87 how did you end up telling them? and im only a sophomore in high school im scared if i go to the counselor or the office then somehow my whole school will find out about it :/ and today was bad for me too :/ tomorrow is a new day so i will try and keep positive about this :/ 2 hours ago |
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tkhelpmeXo back to square one. :/ tomorrow is a new day 2 hours ago |
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Lizpike » Peanersss Olympia :DDDD Evergreen State College 2 hours ago |
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nyg87 » tkhelpmeXo I struggled with telling my parents too, because my dad is always telling me how smart and that I have everything together. I went to the school health center, so if you are at an university or college this is the best place to go. They deal with these problems all the time. I've been having a rough couple of weeks. I had a major relapse today, which is never fun. How are you doing? Stay strong and positive :) 2 hours ago |
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stellaluna » Lizpike oooh! i'm also addicted to chai! it's the best :) 3 hours ago |
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Amanda xo » Ashlie Don't ever give up. That's never the answer to anything you need to keep getting back up everytime you fall no matter how hard it is. I've been in your position many times before but i know how many people are counting on me to get better and i want to get better for myself. Im back on day 1 again and of course im not happy about it but im not giving up either. That's letting the devil win and you can't let that happen. Stay Strong Girl<3 Your in my prayers 3 hours ago |
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Amanda xo » Peanersss I'm not doing so great. I just wish this ED was over with for good. Im sick of being back on day 1 so much and my bf gets so dissapointed in me i just dont know what to do about it anymore. He doesn't realize how hard it is to stop and that this is an addiction! If he only knew how much pain it brings me when i keep dissapointing myself ;/ 4 hours ago |
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Amanda xo » Suicide At 5mph My boyfriend's mom ordered me a book too! idk what it's called but its from a Christians pint of view about this also. I screwed up again todday and am really pissed about it. My throat is killing me and i still threw up. How the hell will i ever stop?! Im getting so sick of being on day 1 over and over i just wish this ED was over with for good! 4 hours ago |
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Amanda xo » freakyblonde88 How did your psychologist appointment go? Im not doing so well lately. My throat is killing me and that still isn't stopping me from purging. My boyfriends so upset we're not even talking right now :/ 4 hours ago |
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nyg87 Rough, rough day :( 4 hours ago |
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mickey25 hitting a new rock bottom. Why does this keep happening ? :( 4 hours ago |
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tkhelpmeXo » nyg87 thats why im scared. i havent told anyone in my family and they've always been proud of me for being self confident but im not :/ i struggle daily and i feel like i need more intense recovery how did you find a place to go or what did you do for recovery? Today im alright trying to stay positive i guess. How are you though? 4 hours ago |
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la volonte I got Thai take-out tonight. I WILL NOT eat the whole container... 4 hours ago |
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no_not_quite 2 weeks, 2 days... struggling not to binge and to accept my body....sighh 4 hours ago |
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KayDiLee » sugarmagnolia You're already a step ahead of me, since you've turned to this site for support- I wouldn't have even looked for this site if I hadn't gotten the idea from the book. Rooting for you... let me know how you like it! 4 hours ago |
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KayDiLee » sugarmagnolia I am on Day 3 (for the third time), but I've read the rest of the book up until the 3-week Plan part. I'd recommend reading that as soon as you can- it will support the 3-week plan and give you a lot of additional ideas. You may want to start tomorrow with Day 1, but you could still start reading the beginning of the book and taking some ideas from the other chapters to help you make it through tonight... I'm excited for you, starting this new adventure! 4 hours ago |
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Peanersss » Lizpike That sweet! luckyyyy! Are you gonna be in Seattle or a different town? I'm not going very far just a couple hours away, my mom doesnt want me leaving the state :( otherwise i wanted to go to Chicago 5 hours ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 yikes 27 min ago |
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trixie_25 » shnan856 it IS a good quote :) i'm doing okay... i keep repeating the same pattern tho where i'll be fine all day, then in the afternoon/evening the thoughts of b/p start creeping into my head and more often than not i eventually give in :( 34 min ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 No, like try to kill himself, he thoguht I was his forever.. 36 min ago |
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bluestickienotes99 » Torigirl41 Do something like come and see you? 40 min ago |
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chem_nerd b/p'd all day. Have a pain in my chest. think i pulled a muscle purging. also splitting headache. also shat in my pants while purging. WTF have i done to my body? i am falling apart, and scared i won't wake up in the morning. can't take this anymore. 41 min ago |
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Torigirl41 » bluestickienotes99 Yeah, but it wasn't so much the bulimia, but i couldn't take him anymore, i told him there might be a chance if we ever met, but not right now...I'm just afraid he is going to do something now... 47 min ago |
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